The reason I made this personal blog...

So I'm starting this diary, because I just realized that I have a lot more emotional disorganization than I thought I did. It's bittersweet due to the fact its rooted from the fact I have a boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, its not cause if the boyfriend himself, its cause how emotionally crippled I am. That term might be slightly dramatic, but its in the same ballpark. Hopefully I'll keep this blog as use it as a diary in the future, but right now I'm using it to sort out my thoughts.